You're beautiful, which is why "being alone" is probably super sad and not fun at all" to you. You could pull any guy you wanted if you really wanted to. You're stunning. But what's not stunning is you listing of "This is what you should be interested in about me" and asking why you're not being pursued. You gotta learn to be happy alone, and be happy with yourself and thoughts. A beautiful girl who is okay with being alone and doesn't ask for other people to notice her, now THATS attractive. :)
The thing is this: every man I’ve ever loved has left me. So, obviously by logic, I can’t have every man I’ve ever wanted. If I could, I would be in a man’s arms right now. But no matter what I did, how many loops I jumped through, and how much I promised to change (might I mention I was cheated on one time and I still said sorry), not shit.
I’ve played the I’m single confident game for so long, so long to the point where I’m “intimidating to people”, no one will talk to me. I also love being alone, I’m an introvert but I’m also a lover of commitment.
What it boils down to is this, I hear such sweet things people say, but in the end I’m never good enough. And I’m always left with the question, "What is wrong with me" "Why aren’t I ever good enough?"
Sometimes it is the smallest thing that saves us: the weather growing cold, a child’s smile, and a cup of excellent coffee.
Can we do cute things like go to aquariums, kiss in the rain, have cute day trips, and have really rough sex
You lose yourself trying to hold on to someone who doesn’t care about losing you.
I’m sorry I only speak in sarcasm.
Jesus what is wrong with me that no one wants to date me.
WHAT AM I DOING WRONG.
I’m a nerdy, hardcore, independent, non emotional, cute, animal loving adventurous, liberal, sex loving, devoted, loving, classy lady.
I just want someone to cuddle, go to shows, go on adventures, go to parks, and watch cartoons in our underwear with me.
I’ve got 99 problems and my inability to self motivate is causing every single one of them.